Lindsay Lohan heartbroken over breakup with Samantha Ronson

In the latest issue of Us Weekly, Lindsay Lohan talks about her heartbreaking splitup with Samantha Ronson (see her sex tape at Pamporn.Com) and the “humiliating” dispute with Ronson’s family.

She says that her friends fears she is suicidal but sais its unfounded.

“It’s absolute hell,” Lohan said, still agitated, crying and baffled by the turn of events.

Ronson ended the relationship with her lesbo girlfriend of nearly two years, and hired five security guards to keep Lohan out of an afterparty for her sister Charlotte at the Chateau Marmont.

The next day, Ronson changed the locks on the Hollywood Hills home she shared with Lohan and her mom and sister asked police about obtaining a restraining order against Lohan.

Lohan says she’s “so alone” without Ronson.

“Everyone’s turned on me,” says the actress. She tells the magazine that the night of the Chateau showdown, Nicole Richie walked by her and said “Uck,” and Drea De Matteo said, “Come at me, bitch.”

Sources tell the magazine Ronson had repeatedly tried to break up with Lohan over the past month, but each time, “Lindsay threatens to kill herself. She cares about her but wants out.”

Lohan laughs upon hearing that, saying she’s okay.

“I’m just really hurt!” she says. “The whole situation is sick.”